The Climax

Feeling a sense of neglect of my own needs, I knew something needed to be done. So I did what any sensible person would do in my situation. Get a hotel room for two, and get ready for a good time. 

The day before, I told zaddy that I got us a room and that I needed him to break out all the toys cause baby needed to get dicked down real good. As I arrive I instantly start thinking about what will transpire upon my dudes arrival. As he called and told me he was at the front door, I slowly trotted over to the door with a little excitement. Opening it, I see him with a couple bags and that's all. A couple kisses and that was it for the time being. Like damn, can I get a little more?! 

So you know I was a little irritated. Like rip my clothes off now! But I waited. We chilled in the same bed for a good 3 hours just watching television and him on the apps. Y'all know what those apps are, no need for me to specify. Slowly I could feel my blood boiling, and the LEO in me was about to come out. That Leo cup was filled to the top. Therefore, he made a comment, and the pettiness came out saying I don't know why you on those apps when you got a damn near naked man laying next to you. (And did I mention the apps that he was on were all under my name and my picture; lol)

After saying that, zaddy took the hint and shifted his attention toward me. First he said to give him a kiss, which in my mind are 3 kisses back to back. But he stopped me mid kiss and said, "a real kiss". Right then I knew he wanted the kiss of life that I'm known for. The kiss that can make any dick leak precum. So I gave it to him. Instantly his dick came alive. Then as I strattled him, he began sucking on my big brown nipples. Loving the way he sucks and gives attention to each nipple makes me scream out in an intense sensual moan which he tells me he loves when I do it. 

 

M A D

I not sure how I feel anymore. I love my dude with all my heart, but something is off. I can't put my finger on it, but it doesn't seem like in the relationship he is in the now and not really looking towards the future. When we speak it is always about his work, his non profit work, his book club meeting, his friends business. Makes me think why are you with me. I am just looking to be intimate with him, and it's not all about sex. I just wish that all the energy he puts into everything else, he would put the same if not more energy into me. You say I'm with you but really... are you? I just want the same love and support I give this man to be given to me. Makes me feel like he isn't ready to tilt be commuted to me. Then if I say something I turn up to be the crazy one... See Leo's aren't crazy, we just want what we put in to our relationship or friendships. It's easy to be misconstrued but I guess I need to ride this wave and focus on self till this chocolate man catches up with his me in how he truly feels.

The Senses

As a Leo, I feel like my senses are hightened. The way I feel for him goes beyond what I've felt for anyone else, and possibly what I will feel in the future for anyone else.

Hearing him for the first time was something that my soul had longed for. His voice as soothing and calm as a warm summers breeze. Deep enough to command attention, with a hint of that Rico Suave we all know and love. From the moment he spoke my name I was intently intrigued by how he captivated me with his words.

Seeing him. As I saw his picture first, I thought nothing much of him. Just someone who possibly knew how to have a good time. In his picture, someone snapped a picture where he was caught off guard by someone dancing to probably one of his favorite songs. It was nice but not like damn!!! But when I finally got to see him in person, I was definitely intrigued further by this tall 6'+ man with Locs down his back. Chocolatly colored, I knew he was a force to be reckoned with. His hands were double the size of mine, and his muscles were somewhat on a swole status, just enough to play peek a boo through his shirt. His stomach not flat, but just right. just the way I like daddy to be! His back broad enough to be intimidating to others even though he is kind of a general giant. Nice plump booty, even though he would disagree with everyone who thought otherwise. Ok legs and a size 13 foot to support his sexy frame. 

Smelling him. He has a very distinctive smell to him. I won't reveal his scent because I don't want everyone walking around smelling like my man, but it's a musk that is truly intoxicating and makes me want to snuggle my nose in his neck for an eternity. His scent drives me mad! I  can fall asleep to him because it's calms my nerves. 

Tasting him. Now if I thought my mind was blown by the past 3 senses. Tasting him made me lose my mind! I'm trying to keep this pg but it's hard with this sense and the last. But BF eats a lot of fruit, and it makes him sweet. I love going down on him and not dropping a single drop that he explodes into my mouth! I love it so much so, that I'm addicted to it, I need it, I crave and get a little crazy when I'm not warranted it. LOL. 

Touching him. This goes both ways for me. Him touching me and me touching him. One of the most passionate sources of touching is the kiss. His lips are so soft, and arouse my body with each peck. Kissing for me is a gate way to erotic sensation. It gets me so wet to where I'm leaking so much, it's like I busted a fat nut in my briefs. The way he licks my nipples, sends a shiver up my spine. His touch on my lower back with his huge hands definitely send me over the top. The combination all 3: the kiss, the lick and the touching my lower back; makes my heart race, the moan intensify and makes the LION COME OUT TO PLAY! 

These 5 senses are crucial to me, and any Leo you come across. You must be able to keep our attention, keep us wanting more. Because without that it factor, our eye starts to wonder and we start to cultivate these 5 senses in someone else who can provide with intensity. If we tell you what we need, what we want, that's us crying out for your attention. We can be needy, but you give us what we need, and we'll give you the world. Corny, yes, but there is truth to that statement. 

Pray for us Leo's, because "how we suppose to stop being Crazy? How? How? How we suppose stop?" LoL