M A D

I not sure how I feel anymore. I love my dude with all my heart, but something is off. I can't put my finger on it, but it doesn't seem like in the relationship he is in the now and not really looking towards the future. When we speak it is always about his work, his non profit work, his book club meeting, his friends business. Makes me think why are you with me. I am just looking to be intimate with him, and it's not all about sex. I just wish that all the energy he puts into everything else, he would put the same if not more energy into me. You say I'm with you but really... are you? I just want the same love and support I give this man to be given to me. Makes me feel like he isn't ready to tilt be commuted to me. Then if I say something I turn up to be the crazy one... See Leo's aren't crazy, we just want what we put in to our relationship or friendships. It's easy to be misconstrued but I guess I need to ride this wave and focus on self till this chocolate man catches up with his me in how he truly feels.