Tuesday, December 13, 2016

The Climax

Feeling a sense of neglect of my own needs, I knew something needed to be done. So I did what any sensible person would do in my situation. Get a hotel room for two, and get ready for a good time. 

The day before, I told zaddy that I got us a room and that I needed him to break out all the toys cause baby needed to get dicked down real good. As I arrive I instantly start thinking about what will transpire upon my dudes arrival. As he called and told me he was at the front door, I slowly trotted over to the door with a little excitement. Opening it, I see him with a couple bags and that's all. A couple kisses and that was it for the time being. Like damn, can I get a little more?! 

So you know I was a little irritated. Like rip my clothes off now! But I waited. We chilled in the same bed for a good 3 hours just watching television and him on the apps. Y'all know what those apps are, no need for me to specify. Slowly I could feel my blood boiling, and the LEO in me was about to come out. That Leo cup was filled to the top. Therefore, he made a comment, and the pettiness came out saying I don't know why you on those apps when you got a damn near naked man laying next to you. (And did I mention the apps that he was on were all under my name and my picture; lol)

After saying that, zaddy took the hint and shifted his attention toward me. First he said to give him a kiss, which in my mind are 3 kisses back to back. But he stopped me mid kiss and said, "a real kiss". Right then I knew he wanted the kiss of life that I'm known for. The kiss that can make any dick leak precum. So I gave it to him. Instantly his dick came alive. Then as I strattled him, he began sucking on my big brown nipples. Loving the way he sucks and gives attention to each nipple makes me scream out in an intense sensual moan which he tells me he loves when I do it. 
 

Tuesday, December 6, 2016

M A D

I not sure how I feel anymore. I love my dude with all my heart, but something is off. I can't put my finger on it, but it doesn't seem like in the relationship he is in the now and not really looking towards the future. When we speak it is always about his work, his non profit work, his book club meeting, his friends business. Makes me think why are you with me. I am just looking to be intimate with him, and it's not all about sex. I just wish that all the energy he puts into everything else, he would put the same if not more energy into me. You say I'm with you but really... are you? I just want the same love and support I give this man to be given to me. Makes me feel like he isn't ready to tilt be commuted to me. Then if I say something I turn up to be the crazy one... See Leo's aren't crazy, we just want what we put in to our relationship or friendships. It's easy to be misconstrued but I guess I need to ride this wave and focus on self till this chocolate man catches up with his me in how he truly feels.