So as people meet me, their first impression are that I am stuck up and think I'm the Shit! Its because we walk like we are majestic creatures which we are. LOL, but people seem to like me as soon as I open my mouth. Oh Oh Oh, They also think because I don't talk much that I don't like being around them or what not, but what Im doing is watching and listening to my surroundings. Giving much thought on how people are. Anyway getting back to this confidence level. I am really self conscious about my body, because I am an overweight guy and was teased a lot as a kid about being fat! So I never wanted to go swimming without shirt and what not. I might walk in the room like Im the shit, but that is only to cover up the flaws I feel others look at. I have been working out off and on since 2005, without help and it sometimes hurts that I don't have people in my corner that I know supporting me. I have people who I don't know inspiring me to go on and continue to keep working out. Yes I see results but my confidence level is still low. Im not ugly though... Im a sexy mf! aha Im just trying to enhance that with muscles so my shit won't be like jiggly puff! aha.
Damn That Is A lot of Rambling! OOk long story short, we exude confidence, but you do not know what we are truly feeling underneath that facade we portray.
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