Alone with my thoughts

Its funny how a leo can give and give but the minute we stop giving, thats when people show that they aren't for us. Im a giver, I'll give till Im drained and really feel I get nothing in return. Don't get me wrong, Im not expecting anything in return but it would be nice to have one do for you. The last relationship I was in I was a doer, but when did she ride for me? She didn't which led to me pushing her away. I swear, can I find someone who appreciates me and loves me unconditionally? I wanna be the first thing on your mind and the last thing you think of. I want to walk through and through your dreams... SMH, Did i mention I'm a hopeless romantic?  FML