My Right?

So tonight I see my bf for the first time in about 2 weeks.

Now, I had a key to his house but since his family stayed with him last week I volunteered the key to him for them to use. Then He had a house guess the following week. So naturally, in my head Im thinking I get my key back. Whelp that was a big fat NO! Then he had the audacity to say Im going to hold on to the key for little while. Idk, but the feeling that it gives me is not good. Like wtf, so now I can't come and go as I please. Then it makes me feel like he has something to hide.

Strike 2 on his behalf, I AINT GOT THE D IN 2 WEEKS!!!! How the fuck you going to see me tonight and not give me the DICK! Do you know how many people scope me out, and hit on me but Im LOYAL to one person and thats him! Like its soo frustrating.

My bf used to BLOG and reading some of his blogs, he was seemed like he wanted to please them so much. But me I feel like when he is ready to get it on, then thats when we'll do it. Like REALLY?!?!
Or maybe its all in his head and what he wrote down was how he thought the night went.

Im sexually and mentally frustrated.


Signed,
I NEED DICK.....